"I just want to sleep. The whole point of not talking about it, of silencing the memory, is to make it go away. It won't. I'll need brain surgery to cut it out of my head."(pg 81,82)

                                                                                                                     

This quote basically summarizes how Melinda feels in the first two marking periods. We can tell that she is depressed. She really wants to tell the secret to someone and get it out of her head.

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Melinda's last name Sordino means deaf in Italian. I don't know if the author purposely chose that last name but it is definitely accurate with the plot of the book.

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10. What is the theme of the book? 

I think the theme of the book is that keeping a harmful  secret to oneself     for a long time can eventually end up having a harmful effect on every aspect of a persons life socially, mentally, emotionally and physically. In the book, Melinda gets raped in the summer before grade 9 so she calls 911. When she goes to high school everyone hates her because they all know that she called 911 but no one knows that she got raped. She decides not to tell anyone and she starts getting into deep depression.Because of depression, she has a very low self esteem which leads to her not talking at all. Once she decided to stand up for herself and move on. Her whole life improved.

                                                                  Prakriti

I thought this analysis was pretty cool.

“THE FIRST TEN LIES THEY TELL YOU IN High School

1. We are here to help you. 
2. You will have time to get to your class before the bell rings. 
3. The dress code will be enforced. 
4. No smoking is allowed on school grounds. 
5. Our football team will win the championship this year. 
6. We expect more of you here. 
7. Guidance Counselors  are always available to listen. 
8. Your schedule was created with you in mind. 
9. Your locker combination is private. 
10. These will be the years you look back on fondly. (pg.5)

TEN MORE LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL 

1. You will use algebra in your adult lives. 
2. Driving to school is a privilege that can be taken away. 
3. Students must stay on campus during lunch. 
4. The new text books will arrive any day now. 
5. Colleges care more about you than your SAT scores.
6. We are enforcing the dress code. 
7. We will figure out how to turn off the heat soon. 
8. Our bus drivers are highly trained professionals. 
9. There is nothing wrong with summer school. 
10. We want to hear what you have to say.” (pg.148)
― Laurie Halse Anderson, Speak

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9. How has Melinda changed from the begging of the book to the end of the book? 

• At the beginning of the book, Melinda wouldn’t speak up; she was bottling all of her feelings inside her. She was misunderstood and mistreated because of lack of communication. Throughout the book, she has grown. She has gained self confidence and has become a much stronger person. At the end of the book, she spoke up numerous times and was happy after a long time.  

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8. What does Melinda draw for her final tree project and what does it symbolize? 

• For her final tree project, Melinda drew a tree and little birds flying freely off of it. It symbolizes Melinda letting go of her past, moving on and choosing to let the past make her stronger. She is no longer attached to what happened to her. She is free like those birds flying around freely.  

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7. How does Melinda respond to Andy Evans trying to rape her for the second time? 

• When Andy first comes in the room, she gets scared. She tries to just go around him but he pushes her. At first she cannot do anything but then she screams really loud. She gets a piece of glass and holds him against his throat and tells him that she said NO and then unlocks the door. 

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